Behold, I will do a new thing,
Now it shall spring forth;
Shall you not know it?
I will even make a road in the
And river’s in the desert.”
Change is a funny thing, it sneak’s up on you, when you least expect it, transformation, renewal, growth and healing, come’s subtly, the longer I live, the more convinced I become of this, it come’s in the little moment’s and decision’s you make throughout the day, to grow, to change for the better, to go in a different direction and to do thing’s, differently. Change, growth, healing and transformation, especially, within your relationship with Jesus, doesn’t happen, overnight, it happen’s gradually, slowly and gently. Jesus is the best Healer, Shepherd, Leader and Friend, there is, and He know’s how to change, heal, renew, transform and lead those that He is in relationship with, brilliantly, excellently, tenderly and kindly. He is constantly and consistently washing over me with the sweet, sweet water of His Word, and highlighting different area’s for me to change and to grow in, He does it so gently and so tenderly, that I want to change, that I want to follow Him, to where He’s leading me. I am stubborn, I alway’s have been, ever since I was a little girl, but the more that I give myself to Him, and the more that I let Him have all of my Heart 💝 and all of my life, the more I fall in Love 💝 with Him and the more that I fall in Love 💝 with Him, the easier it become’s to surrender everything to Him, to surrender all of who I am to Him.
He is the kindest Leader 💞
He is the sweetest Friend💞
He is the most compassionate Shepherd and Guide💞
He is the most gentle Friend, Lover and Husband💞
and He is the most Tender Prince, He is the Prince of Peace💞
Change is hard, no matter what season you are in, change is hard, and for me, I don’t particularly like change, I like stability and routine, I like predictability and no surprises, it’s safe that way, but being in relationship with Jesus, has changed me, in way’s that I never even knew were possible, I’m not the same person that I was when I first entered into a deeper relationship with Him, at age twenty💝Being His, and being in an intimate relationship with Jesus, the Prince of Peace, has taught me how to accept change, how to walk through difficult and painful season’s, of life, with joy and peace, with an open heart 💝 trusting that God is good and that He know’s the plan’s that He has for me, plan’s to prosper me, not to harm me, plan’s to prosper me, not to harm me💝 Being in relationship with Jesus, has taught me to Love 💝 myself, to accept myself, exactly, as I am, and to be thankful and grateful for the way that God has created me, to Love 💝 myself and to see myself, like God see’s me, like God love’s me and to give myself mercy and grace, in the hard moment’s and season’s of change and transition💝I have learned so much about myself, from being in Relationship with Jesus and I have grown and changed into more of the person, that God, my wonderful and beautiful, Heavenly Father, Yahweh, has created me to be, but I’m not finished yet. I still have more growing to do, more changing, more healing and more renewing/transformation to walk through, no matter how painful it will be, but what give’s me Hope, for this long journey of change and growth and transformation/renewal, is Jesus💝
my Strong Tower💞
my beautiful, Prince of Peace💞
my healing Joy💞
and the sure and steadfast Hope that anchor’s my soul💞
It say’s in God’s Word that Jesus will never leave us, nor forsake us, that He will alway’s be with us, I have found this to be true, in so many more way’s than just one. When I have hit the end of myself, over and over and over again, when I have hit rock bottom, after failing, yet again, Jesus has alway’s been there for me, He has never left me nor forsaken me, and I can count on Him and trust that He will alway’s be with me, He is the Friend who has stuck closer to me than a brother, and each and every time, I hit rock bottom and come to the end of myself, each time I come to another broken, wounded, hurting part of myself, He gently love’s me back to life, He gently lead’s me into change and into a better, more healing way of thinking and doing this life and He never condemn’s me, He weep’s with me and then tell’s me that He love’s me, just the way I am, broken and messy and hurting. He tell’s me that God has a plan for me and He gently help’s me to get back up and keep living out the plan that God has for me, He’s so sweet, He’s so kind and He make’s change, so much easier, for me and even as I am writing this, I know that He desires to do the same for you. Yes, you, reading this blog, it isn’t an accident that you’ve read my story and have heard my pain and how good Jesus has been to me. If you’ve read this far, it’s because Jesus want’s you to know that He long’s to do the same thing, for you, as well, He long’s to love 💝 you, right where you are at. He long’s to wrap His arm’s around you and love 💝 on you, during the hardest day’s and season’s, of your life, day’s when you feel broken, day’s when you are broken and hurting, season’s when you don’t have the strength to keep going, and you’ve failed, for what feel’s like the hundredth time, in life. Jesus long’s to meet you in those places and to love 💝 you, right where your at, and then, when it’s time, He will gently lead you into change, into the beautiful life that God has planned for you, but first, let Jesus love 💝 you, first, and change, growth, transformation, healing and a new life, will follow.
Thank you for reading this blog and for allowing me to share my pain and my story with you all, I really, really appreciate it, and I thank God for each and every one of you, who take’s the time to read my blog, today was a little all over the place, but I’m praying that God will use the messy part’s of this blog and my story and my life, to show You how good He is, to show you how much He love’s you and to help you to make the decision to let Him all of the way in. Decide today, to let Jesus all of the way in to your heart 💝 and to your life, including the messy and broken part’s of your heart 💝 and life, you won’t regret it. God bless you all💞